broken voices

it's been several weeks- since ive been posting.

i've been playing nice with all the other lunatics in here. just been keeping a low profile. thinking.

grumbled voices in harmony swell in my head at a crescendo pitch that makes the hair on the back of my head stand on end. as if the devil himself has sent his minions to crawl from my spine and suffocate me while i sleep.

yes....these are the dreams i've ben having as of late.

ive only been close to death twice.

its a surreal experience that has given me an almost euphoric hard on for life. I'm not religious, I never was. But as I AM CONFINED in this dwelling of old. I have been working on accepting my fate. But a fate that I WILL DETERMINE.



-patricK