Mr. Self DeCONstruct

It's been just over a yr that i was out here in this digital crowd of 010101010ZOMBIES010101010 ~waiting for the time in wich i was to be REEbooTED which is exactly what happened to me.

dancing in this suit of flesh that tickles my balls when left unzipped in the wind from your cold dead breath.

speak to me the dead behind yur eye_the vacant stare from the others socket, i spit in. Watching my saliva spiral into the bloody mass that absorbs my DNA. Whoops~ gotta learn to CONTROL myself in such situations of REAL<<<<
Nothing can stop me now......




nothing can......stop me now......

no...thin...g, c...an sto......

i am more in touch with myself, no~not~touchg~myself, in touch with myself. It doesn't make me feel better. i enjoyed the empty abyss that was my mind. absorbed i did. everything and anything.

including that eyebal. though never was a fan of meat. it cured me of that~humans are GROSS~

i want to feel you fromm the inside, but with gloves and soap at the ready. must keep clean in an enviroment that crime has created. never leave it behind, no trophy to be taken~dispose off it all.


move on as fast as possible~ keep them guessing, make changes IN UR LIFE. make sure to keep vigilant (never lazy). otherwise u r found out and its the end.

...right Dr. Lee

that little fucker, i can feel his eye's burning the top of my head. he stares down like a piggy sticking his nose in a trough of rotted water. his stink over powers me as a i write.

Just STOP!

his cock breath sickens me.

thinking of other things. getting him out of my head where he resides. If I HAD A SOUL to sell i would, just to escape his leering eye's. that's okay. JENNA takes up the thoughts for me..

what i would do to her......

my heart beats like an industrial speed drummer in overdrive just thinking about how she smells. her days ive watched pass by me. her visits are fewer now. oh how i wish to have a memento of such sweetness.

in my years of being shuttled around from one septic to another, there have been some. not as many as one would boast. but they reside as thousands in my mind for those days that are long and time just stops. those days i hate~ i want to see those days passfasterandfaster. my little demon, no not my penis u pervs.

Hermaphroditus - ur cool warmth has escaped me for many nights. why have u not shown urself to me. was it the MACHINE?


please answer.....................................................................................................................................

*I have been starving.

i have been here~feeding u my fears and desires. i have felt ur touch from beyond, as if a faint whisper from a star had kissed me.

*You were absent from mind and thought.

i cannot bare ur distant from me any further.

*Hibernating = Waiting to see if that dildo finally came out of your ass so we can get back to work!

u are in my warm place, i embrace u wholly, never one doubts oneself.

whispering to me, why? I know they can hear, what? they can read what your writing you idiot.

STOP TELLING THEM EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!