“Space, the final step it takes between you and your victim”

Snow falls on my cage
I’m allowed recess but not in the form of a 5th graders dream
But that of a cage animal
A bird
A lion
A tiger
A bear
Oh my-
My skin actually sticks to the metal nicely- the trick is to lick your palm and then just firmly take hold-
Then just rip it off as if it was a band-aid of flesh.

That’s when I get ice cream ☺
That’s when the pretty Nurse Cathy shows up- how the smell of her white blouse makes me hard-
But hard in a different way-
As if I’m blind with light- is she the one I wantnext?
Dr. Lee’s daughter was on my list-

Fist I mean

I’ve taken a while to write because I’ve been in solitary for at least a wekk. Doc Prick didn’t like my last entry and he felt the need to flex his muscles.

Hermaphoditus came for a visit while I was in my chamber of lies.
IT was unhappy with my current situation and wanted me to leave-
After telling him it was impossible- my mother ask me to stay a while for a cup
of coffee and a Danish.
Ever so close am I to the flesh of another- separation only by fabric
Nothing I couldn’t handle –

Hermaphroditus hand me a saber of flesh- I caressed the formed hardened surface- it was hard
Strong
Mean
I used it but once in 7 years of my stay at CLUB NECROPOLIS
that caused many problems for me-
Many nights after that my only light was Hermaphroditus- that sensible BITCH got me through dark times-

I’d rather be in a cage of barb than a caged box-
I’m an animal- one of God’s creatures- a monster sent from HEAVEN
My cage is my mind of worn road that has had too many accidents to count-

AAA was unavailable at the time of my mind snap.
Give me HELL give me SANE
Give me SHELTER
GIVE ME PAIN